wraps its thick arms around my chest i said i love you but i was just trying to catch my breath doubt grabbed my ankles and i began to fall you reached for me as desperately as i reached for the floor our eyes locked for a moment understanding kept us still the words that … Continue reading confusion →

she hides under my bed next to ragged albums of memories grown stale between the pages that is where she rests her weary head so weary from the lonely and cruel thoughts that twist and pull her heart her mind that punch and pinch and scream at her not in her dreams but her real … Continue reading dare →

I FEEL LIKE I AM SCREAMING AND YOU CANNOT LISTEN I AM INVISIBLE NO LONGER INVINSIBLE TO YOUR SWEET EYES MY SAD WORDS GET ANGRY THAT YOU DISMISS THEIR WORTH JUST DUCKED BY NOT ONE TO BE STUMBLED UPON UNDERSTOOD UPON KISSED UPON THEY BECOME THE WHISPERS IN MY DREAMS THE SHADOWS IN MY WAKE … Continue reading invisible →

Winter in Maine Memories are soft gray Protesting this dreary day. Speeding down the winding lane Feeling the intense pain. I swore he would somehow pay To have fated my cat a lonely stray. I knew her meows would soon wane. He had said we had to leave, no more time. He quickly packed each … Continue reading Winter in Maine →

i lay there no clothes on yet i am not naked so much is still covered kept a deep dark secret from everyone even myself i wish i had a razor not to slice my wrists but to cut a neat line from my ear down my arm past my legs all the way around … Continue reading *Peel →

do you need me like a bum needs his booze panting and raving body twisting in agony am i your shelter from the burning sun a mirage that makes your eyes dance with excitement your mouth drool from thirst for my caress so gentle yet not so weak anymore my caress that leaves marks across … Continue reading *Bum →

i am not sure what i miss your lips on mine your lips avoiding mine it all feels the same as i sit here tapping my face with a ball point pen

so yesterday i said goodbye managed a quick wink as the bright light faded from my eye

closet floor is littered with worn out chucks and ballet flats, couple pairs of heels my motorcycle boots look up at my calvin klein suits a curious glance between strangers cardigan sets, hoodies folded and stacked with equal precision prepared to cover my tattoos a slim korean, romanian figure urban satchels whisper softly shiny oversized … Continue reading weird poem about my closet →

eyes shut fingers clenched lips parted gut wrenched side stepped toes curled deep breath grisly hurl heart beats gravel marks shakes off smart remarks stand up flex back brush off forward track