You became a part of me As hours turned to days Turned to months And so much more I felt your presence within me Caressing me so gently From the inside of my heart To the soft of my lips Making me smile and cry Dance and collapse I perfected the way I loved you … Continue reading *let me go →

you said i love you almost loud enough for me to hear it i looked at you almost long enough to believe it you stepped towards me face softened just a little bit eyes on fire with that strong desire to kiss me there was almost no stopping it my hips pushed me forward but … Continue reading almost →

wraps its thick arms around my chest i said i love you but i was just trying to catch my breath doubt grabbed my ankles and i began to fall you reached for me as desperately as i reached for the floor our eyes locked for a moment understanding kept us still the words that … Continue reading confusion →

she hides under my bed next to ragged albums of memories grown stale between the pages that is where she rests her weary head so weary from the lonely and cruel thoughts that twist and pull her heart her mind that punch and pinch and scream at her not in her dreams but her real … Continue reading dare →

I FEEL LIKE I AM SCREAMING AND YOU CANNOT LISTEN I AM INVISIBLE NO LONGER INVINSIBLE TO YOUR SWEET EYES MY SAD WORDS GET ANGRY THAT YOU DISMISS THEIR WORTH JUST DUCKED BY NOT ONE TO BE STUMBLED UPON UNDERSTOOD UPON KISSED UPON THEY BECOME THE WHISPERS IN MY DREAMS THE SHADOWS IN MY WAKE … Continue reading invisible →

Winter in Maine Memories are soft gray Protesting this dreary day. Speeding down the winding lane Feeling the intense pain. I swore he would somehow pay To have fated my cat a lonely stray. I knew her meows would soon wane. He had said we had to leave, no more time. He quickly packed each … Continue reading Winter in Maine →

i lay there no clothes on yet i am not naked so much is still covered kept a deep dark secret from everyone even myself i wish i had a razor not to slice my wrists but to cut a neat line from my ear down my arm past my legs all the way around … Continue reading *Peel →

do you need me like a bum needs his booze panting and raving body twisting in agony am i your shelter from the burning sun a mirage that makes your eyes dance with excitement your mouth drool from thirst for my caress so gentle yet not so weak anymore my caress that leaves marks across … Continue reading *Bum →

i am not sure what i miss your lips on mine your lips avoiding mine it all feels the same as i sit here tapping my face with a ball point pen

so yesterday i said goodbye managed a quick wink as the bright light faded from my eye