closet floor is littered with worn out chucks and ballet flats, couple pairs of heels my motorcycle boots look up at my calvin klein suits a curious glance between strangers cardigan sets, hoodies folded and stacked with equal precision prepared to cover my tattoos a slim korean, romanian figure urban satchels whisper softly shiny oversized … Continue reading weird poem about my closet →

eyes shut fingers clenched lips parted gut wrenched side stepped toes curled deep breath grisly hurl heart beats gravel marks shakes off smart remarks stand up flex back brush off forward track

Dear person who licked my thigh Did I taste like the last girl Who drank too much under your watchful eye Were her curves the same as mine Did she say it was all fine I had you in my mouth Were they watching As you had me in yours How did I walk away … Continue reading *Dear person, →

Something is unravelling within me. Something is coming together for me. Something is punching the back of my head from the inside. Something is squeezing my heart. Something is screaming very quietly. Something is running towards me. Something is dropping in my stomach. Something is laughing wildly. Something is almost aware. Something is about to … Continue reading Something →

she woke up early rolled onto her back and stretched so that the pillows fell to the floor and bare toes peeked out from under the warm blanket when she opened her eyes the room was bright she turned the shower knob to the left and the room started to steam and she took a … Continue reading She’ll go outside today →

here’s a picture for you i colored outside the lines thought it was pretty you hung it on the fridge invited everyone over to see but you set the house on fire when they stopped to admire it

your image had grown so pasty that night yes, i remember that night i learned about the loss of innocence of control the loss of myself and i let you touch me and talk to me hold me like you cared i even remember how we danced my silver anklet lost in the grass your … Continue reading *He apologized →

pain makes you stronger they say loss creates independence a sense of being you need to learn to endure to tighten your grip of reality but who are they anyways 

i twist and turn for you my bones i can hear them snapping like dry twigs blood drips from my muscles they were wrung out like a rag you can’t hear me scream my voice is broken you can’t see me smile my lips are too swollen and you can’t look in my eyes they … Continue reading *Because I love you →

waiting to see her again my nerves shot electricity through every inch of me made my body ache, heart race my smile unsteady when i first met her felt her eyes on mine her hand in mine i finally understood desire when she began to speak her words sounded loud as thunder i was awkward … Continue reading *I kissed her →